I wished wish I had a light to smoke by , little suspecting the meaning of the minute gleam gleam I had seen see and all that it would presently bring me .

" It is well I drew draw the curtain , " thought think I ; and I wished wish fervently he might not discover my hiding-place : nor would John Reed have found it out himself ; he was not quick either of vision or conception ; but Eliza just put put her head in at the door , and said say at once -- " She is in the window-seat , to be sure , Jack . "

I felt so lonesome I most wished wish I was dead .